I know I haven’t written in here in a while, we’ve been so wrapped up in our little world of bliss we haven’t had much space for anything else.
It’s amazing how compatible we are with each other. He says he’s not good at something and by golly, it just so happens to be something I’m good at. Vice versa happens equally. He’s patient with my little outbursts and waits until the storms blow over as they always do – quickly and with me moping silently for all of 10mins before getting over it completely.
Every day he tells me I’m amazing, calls me beautiful, is sparked by just my kisses, looks at me with this mindblowing gaze which makes me feel adored and safe, simultaneously. When we are separated, I am slightly relieved for the reprieve from all the sexual tension and pure giddy glee, but, it doesn’t last long before I’m missing him.
I am willing to do anything for him and he’s always surprising me with his thoughtfulness, attention to detail and joy at finding new ways to surprise me. He’s creative and comes up with ideas all the time. He has dreams and has the brain for them to happen – I think all he needs is support and someone to cheer him on, to not remain in his safe zone. As long as I don’t push him, let him do it on his own time. There’s much I want to do and I can totally see being able, willing and encouraged to do all of it with him by my side.
Maybe all of this seems sudden, theres so many months and years ahead of us, we shouldn’t jump too soon. But in all my years and all my lovers, never have I Ever experienced anything like this. He melted the cynicism out of me, the bitterness is gone and all he can say is: “I’m really happy.” What else is there to say? We Are happy.